I knew you would be up and at least trying to blog. When I had surgery, I tried very hard to get back to "normal" as soon as I could. That meant blogging from my Blackberry in the recovery room. Somehow it reassures you you're alive :-)
This is my first time stopping by. I pray that you are feeling better and get to go home soon! I can't begin to imagine what you must be going through. Stay strong and optimistic. Miracles do happen. You are in my thoughts and prayers.